Getting it all done by 2011

Hi,
the clock is finally running out on 2011. Where does the time fly? Why did 364 days take so long to get through when we were kids and now they whiz by in the blink of an eye? It's New Years Eve already and I haven't a thing to wear....

What happened to 2011? What did I truly accomplish? Why didn't some one warn me that the sand was running out on the clock? It's not fair. I was just getting used to saying "2011" and now I have to start practicing this "2012" number. I don't even have a 2012 calendar yet to start keeping track or ticking off days on.... wait, I'm not ready for 2012!

I can't seem to type fast enough to get ahead of the clock. It just keeps ticking. Before I know it I'll be kvetching about 2012 being behind me. It's just too scary. Time used to go much slower. I don't understand how it picked up speed over the years. I used to own a lot more of this 'time' commodity, now it just slips through my fingers like water. Tic, toc, tic..... oh be quiet!

Making every day count is now harder than ever as I feel there are far fewer days to count. Where did the endless amount of time go? Saying "I'll do it later" is now a very scary sentence to me. Later may get here too soon, or not at all. 'Right now' is even a potential panic mode. It also flits by. I need to slow it all down but I don't know how. Forget about more bandwidth, I want them to come up more time, slower time, endless time. Something I could really use in life.

Plastic surgery is an interesting way of trying to slow up or erase time. Our faces tell the time of our life. I'm keeping every one of my lines and wrinkles. That way everyone can tell I've put in my time, and earned it. I'm good with that concept. What I'm not that good at is wasting time. It's too precious. I get crazy watching people fritter it away. Don't they realize there is a finite amount we are all given and throwing even a second away is a horrible waste? I guess not, just watch the stop and start of a football game. What a way to waste time!

In 2012 I hope to make the most of my time. All of it.
Happy New Year.

xox
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